Still

I didn't know there existed something like this
A realm where reality and love co-exist
heart open ,
prayers sewn to my sleeve
I decided to take this leap

Eyes blindfolded
Now I fear the water rising
Arms flailing madly
It's the fears that have me sinking
Doubts keep bringing me
Here

And though I want to be walking on clouds
Something will not let me
Take this route,
With my heart open
prayers  sewn to my sleeve
I decided to take this leap
Eyes blindfolded
Now I fear the water rising
arms flailing madly
It's the fears that have me sinking
Doubts keep bringing me
Here

My heart's open
Though eyes shut tightly
There's still hope
A sign might awaken this heavied soul

You say to lay my burdens down
I'll come to you
Hands open
Heart open
Prayers sewn to my sleeve
The youth of my will
Will pass like the winter's cold
Slowly and bitterly

Years dance on by
With every new day
Prayers keep multiplying
Candles flames burn through the darkness surrounding

In it's winter slumber
It shall stay
heart open
Eyes closed
I await
A sign , a hope that will again awaken this heavied soul
That somehow , somewhere it will find it's place
Your arms to call home
Embracing me  ,
Awakening me from this sleep of death
Encasing me
And somehow ill be raised out of here
With no regrets