Honest Questions

Questions and Shadows There's an inner struggle, a fight What to believe? My heart says it's red, but my mind says it's green Meanwhile this over used, beaten up soul wanders through darkness Seeking an end to this ever long night In my hand I hold a seed, a ray of light it blooms, and so comes forth new life Who would've thought that a shadow wandering aimlessly in the night Would carry a gift so precious as hope Who Am I Who am I the question echoes through hitting like bolts of lightening in the midnight skies Why can't they see the beauty that flows through me? the heart permanently cries labored sighs In my hand I hold a seed, a ray of light it blooms, and so comes forth new life Who would've thought that a shadow wandering aimlessly in the night Would carry a gift so precious as hope and in this heart a promise, Eternal light A shadow wandering through the lands with nothing but the hope in his hand This see...

Rising suns Setting over the west So sets my heart Over all my hopes and dreams Angels may guide me Day to day But I know the sting Of a wound that won't ever close To search for answers that don't exist The exhaustion of my humanity It's getting to me Like a precious metal Rusting from the daily showers of salty tears There's a loss , an emptiness I feel Gusts blowing on a flickering flame, A single candle blowing in 90 mile per hour winds A sadness, Loneliness that will not evade It's like a bad dream Where you cannot awake It's a heavy truth You cannot escape That image of yourself You've seen change There are certain things from which you cannot get away Who you are, Choices you've made I'll never regret The love I gave true and unselfish You were hungry, And I invited you in You were lost, I extended my hand There's a loss , An emptiness I feel Gusts blowing on a flickering flame A single candle blowi...

The bough breaks through silence Are you listening  what sounds like shrieking, it's actually people cheering their souls signed away for cheap thrills for words that dissolve in thin air Words, promises Empty Howling wolves; fumbling Judas So ignorant and blinded Living off ambition and defeat So wipe away the blood from the side of your mouth and prepare yourself for the grave you've dug twelve feet underground trying to conceal the blood thirsty vampire you keep hidden behind the fear you inject into us like a shot straight from Kavorkian's hand killing the sick, the weak, and impoverished Wickedness is your magic, go ahead, Wave your wand around some more Words, dripping with the heavy stench Lies told to manipulate us all like tiny marionettes Are you listening? Can you hear? the marketplace bubbling in anger As they judge Truth to the death Illusion smiles in approval These animals fangs, have once again been revealed Evil sh...