Honest Questions

It is in these times of doubt times of saddness, suffering, lonliness, Tears running down my face feeling abandoned, forgotten, afraid ashamed of these dead ended sentiments It's in these very moments When chaos is so loud Disaster crumbling all around me I'm ripping at the seams Untangled, dismantled, so worn out Completely incomplete I'm ripping at the seams As the storm passes silence is revealed the fiasco in my troubled mind Overcome with peace Once again I will yield My life to you and everything within It's in these very moments When chaos is so loud Disaster crumbling all around me I'm ripping at the seams Untangled, dismantled, so worn out Completely incomplete I'm ripping at the seams I ask for your forgiveness I ask for your strength to get the weary wanderer Back on the road again

Love is the sound of quietness the stillness of the night it's the sound of a heart beat a whispered lulluby it's the gentle breeze it's nervousness, at saying the wrong things it's understanding enough, to know these words dont always come out right Love is simple it needs not try to impress, It just is, nothing more, nothing less it's the sound of a heart beat a whispered lullaby Love is a gentle smile a broken heart bandaged up but still beating It's the one who cleans the wound by showering it with Love til it begins healing Love isnt always perfect isnt always pretty and doesnt always feel right It has it's ups and downs, like a roller coaster ride But if you try let yourself see past all the fears, pains,  the confusion and disappointments you will find That what used to be two, have now become one One half will keep the other safe two heartbeats keeping each other alive Love is your  breath  against me as you sle...

Suffocated by the unknown the story yet to be told that piece of history waiting to unfold It sits on my chest like a five hundred pound bag of stones Gasping for air, Alone To be continued... They say Lonliness is a state of mind it's in our power to hold on or let go But how can you let go to something you've never had? And what do you do when the sand is racing through the glass the road that diverged, is pointing toward wetlands, what used to be a path has taken you right back where you began Suffocated by the unknown the story yet to be told that piece of history waiting to unfold It sits on my chest like a five hundred pound bag of stones Gasping for air, Alone To be continued... You said, Do you know how it feels to be the only prince without  a sword no shield to mask myself not even a stone to throw Suffocated by the unknown my story, yet to be told I'm gasping for air alone Despair has dragged me here Each improvement be...

Spring is on the verge of budding through but the weather seems like it's getting colder Twisted innocence Long lost words of promise have been overturned I'm left here under the grey skies Uncertainty hangs over us like the clouds overhead I'll act like I never knew you as I try to move on I'll act like I never knew you because it's my heart that's scarred It's time move on Chess pieces on a board yes that's all you took me for I sat and waited for you like a child Knew what we were getting into before an affair of the heart became much more but i never expected didn't think you'd be so ready to rid yourself of me I guess it's better to be alone than in in bad company I'm left here under the grey skies Uncertainty hangs over us like the clouds overhead I'll act like I never knew you as I try to move on I'll act like I never knew you because it's my heart that's scarred It's time ...

Love swings like a pendulum awaiting the time that it may ring like a bird sings at the morn so sings the pendulum on the wall A mysterious rhyme perhaps a riddle comes forth from swinging pendulum on the wall a rhyme reveals the verses deeply etched within a heart the scripture of a soul set apart And though my focus there remains my mind wanders from where it's been escaping the gleaming tune Like a bird sings i the early afternoon so the pendulum on the wall sings to you

Do you see the light exuding the blood stains still trickling in my tears absorbed by the quiet the stillness I lack oh that I long for this battle has me strapped to a weapon, i didn't know war could be this cold I didnt know how quickly a heart could tarnish The stains it would leave on a soul Do you hear a voice calling ? In the distance, far beyond your vision, beyond audible sound Sounding like notes to a put to time I hear a song far in the distance It calls a name, could it be mine? this battle has me strapped to a weapon, i didn't know war could be this cold I didnt know how quickly a heart could tarnish The stains it would leave on a soul And this thing they call love here it's all a lie they've taken something beautiful made it dark, dirtied it My Jesus, vandalized Egos. greed, selfishness I need to feel Love's hand touching and healing my wounds Making visionaries of the blind This battle has me strapped to a we...