Honest Questions

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We are: Soldiers in a battle, A battle for lives Children seeking open doors, Confident knowing we will find it Dreamers with our eyes wide open We are: Family, Knit together by a single thread- Hope Visionaries with a mission- Relentless Life is our quest Soldiers in and out of season We are: One, In this fight On this journey One on this quest One on this journey We are: In darkness We've been given the light We are Hikers On a climb The climb of our lives We are: One, In this fight On this journey One on this quest One on this journey Fighting against time Song of the Day: OneRepublic Marchin On

i feel like I'm losing my mind too much confusion so much wasted time I'm confined inside a body entangled in chains these chains keep me from flying they clipped my wings stolen the rythym from my rhyme I've been sitting in this cage watching the days pass by if one only knew the pain it never goes away Oh this cross it gets heavier each day and I do fear that despite my plea, prayers, and tears I am afraid this confession I will make I hope that love will not fail me leaving me astray To live a life in solitude is one nightmare to which I wish not to wake Song of the Day: John Mayer War of My Life

Seasons of brokenness come and go, guess I'm going through one of my own Not sure who to trust, don't know which way to go Weather is changing leaves begin to fall I'm scrambling around trying to pick pieces of my heart off the ground Wash your bloody hands dripping with my dreams, Covered in my hopes Seasons of brokenness come and go guess I'm going through one of my own Not sure who to trust Don't know which way to go Oh these seasons of brokenness Pain is raw, they leave me frozen from head to toe prayers of desperation escape my cracked lips chapped and wounded Broken bliss I am chapped and wounded I am in a state of Broken bliss Another night with no sleep watched the sun come up Heard the angels sing in the silence of the morn Felt their warmth penetrating into my numbed soul I'm breathing I'm alive Still alive Song of the Day. Perfect Love by Alpha Rev

It hurts, but I’m still smiling I’m tired, but I’m still fighting My eyes sting, I’m still searching I can’t hear, My hearts is listening I can’t walk, yet I’m still standing Sometimes the pain and hurt make me blind But in my heart I know You’ll shine that light No matter how lost I feel you won’t ever leave me behind I’ve been lied to, But I still believe In that tune he sang My heart plays it for me I’m heart broken, I still manage to love I feel betrayed, I still open my arms I’m wounded and bruised, I still try to walk I will take that step Knowing I may once again fall

Song of the Day: Lay em Down Needtobreathe

Sing me that song the one you sang the night we met under the reflection of the late moonlight You sang to me your heart It was scribbled on a sheet you played me a song and the rhythm was my heart beat You looked into my eyes played everything my lips could never speak each key revealed a story hidden in the very depths of me, Every bar, slowly enrapturing me Could this be real or was it just another dream? Tears streaming down my face Melody still playing you looked up and smiled consoling me with just a glance Stealing my heart and soul engaging me into this glorious romance Dance, oh how we danced two souls intertwined We danced to the stars in the waltz of our lives Sing me that song the one you sang the night we met under the reflection of the late moonlight You sang to me your heart ...scribbled on a sheet you played me a song and the rhythm was my heart beat

When there are tears I'm restoring Momentary rain no need to worry Look at the beauty that's emerging Feel your heart's finally beating again My love for you is constant It will never end you're scared of being broken Let it bring you strength On me you can depend Thru darkness and desperation Hope always sings Faith continues to shine I bring what's dead to life I am always with you, no matter where you are I'm here Do not be dismayed Let love show you the better way Thru darkness and desperation Hope always sings Faith continues to shine I bring what's dead to life

"Seek God's kingdom, and all the other things you need will be given to you."~ Luke 12:31 The look in a child's eyes the way things always work out, even when it feels like nothing goes right To sit and watch the sunrise Realize that one thing is true the One you keep trying to deny Chorus: breathe in breathe out something so ordinary we rarily think about assuming we'll wake up tomorrow beyond a shadow of a doubt Everythings so everyday Tend to forget why we're here anyway To laugh becomes an effort a smile is everyday You plaster it on mindlessly another shade of make up on your face Another senseless accessory you use to adorn the emptiness you feel within Who are you trying to fool? Who are you trying to convince? breathe in breathe out something so ordinary we rarely think about assuming we'll wake up tomorrow beyond a shadow of a doubt Everything's so everyday Tend to forget why we're here anyway Everything's so everyday the right will on...

Close my eyes, take a breath Forget all the things that make me feel like this Music's on Scream along Let it out You're not worth my distress Chorus: Yeah and life's too short to keep wondering why Yeah life's too short to let you take over my mind Yeah baby I'm convinced that I'm gonna win this time because life's too short to keep wondering why I'm strong then I'm weak Today is just Tuesday and Wednesday's looking bleak Fell again, brush it off clean it off Ain't gonna let it bleed Yeah and life's too short to keep wondering why Yeah life's too short to let you take over my mind Yeah baby I'm convinced that I'm gonna win this time because life's too short to keep wondering why Bridge: You just won't give up Always trying to find a way to bring me down the jokes on you game's turned around better luck next time Yeah and life's too short to keep wondering why Yeah life's too short to let you take over my m...

Disguised lies fake compromise Do you even know Who you are? Smiles all smiles Happy seems happy You sell yourself to others a twisted notion of who you wish you were You know the break down's coming when Fantasy clashes with apathy The costume is off, script gone, no make up to cover up Imperfections stares you straight in the face Tears are a common friend, the false confident one Shy, lonely, self conscious and scared is back again Yeah you know the break down's coming when Fantasy clashes with Apathy Do you even know who you are? Tried too hard to be yourself Lost your identity along the way Disguised lies fake compromise Illusions, expectations a broken heart bleeds beneath the fake smiles Why?

Breeze blows as my dreams escape me Like notes off sheet music I see the drummer But I hear no beat I see the flower blooming The scent isn’t there Is there something I’m missing Patience you’ve made a fool of me again I’m stumbling over my own feet Steps which I know are there Yet they keep tripping me Just as I brace myself for another cold autumn Just as I have convinced myself that I might just always be lonely Just as I watch the door slowly swing shut My ears have become accustomed to the sound of silence My hands are okay with being cold I have accepted that dreams sometimes are just dreams Life is too hard to live without those hopes The world seems to stop All comes to a halt The wind stops Drummer freezes Flower stop blooming The closing door ceases............

There are questions with answers that we may never find Reasons, meanings unseen to the naked eye Paths without a destination written on a map ..Life Believing takes much more than what you see Dreaming isn't dreaming if you don't try to achieve Fears aren't all they're cracked up to be love isn't blind, It sees past the viable, and to the soul, It's humility and kindness There are reasons without rhymes Reflections can be deceiving mirrors of everything you're trying to hide People will walk in and out, but there are those who will keep the pieces of your heart you gave them for life they never remember, you'll never forget ..Life Angels voices sing their hymns of Amazing Grace play their songs of hope through out the day Enlightening our hearts giving us peace through those wars that we face every day and that's life you see ..Life