Honest Questions

Dear love, This diurnal course, of a song without it's tune Beauty without truth Triumph with no wounds It's like walking on scorching hot sand, without any shoes Dear love, I don't know what else to do how did this happen? How did I fall so fast, too fast... for you? My days are endless my nights are eternal my clock on the wall has stopped working It seems I 'm stuck in this trap and I'm waiting for you Don't know if you'll ever come But what more can I do? I admire you secretly quietly from afar Your every glance, it speaks to me I never thought I'd fall so hard Dear love, Will you ever know the way your kindness has touched my heart? This diurnal course, of a song without it's tune Beauty without truth Triumph with no wounds It's like walking on hot sand, without any shoes The moon cannot shine without the sun's light reflecting off it's stony white Dear love, a daisy for each day I will gathe...

In the middle of the night Awoken at the usual time big hand on the twelve small one on the five Life can change in a second faster than a rainbow appears over the horizon Dawn of hope Liquid sunshine kissing away cloudy skies water like faith streams will flow All this weight I'll let it go Water like hope It will overflow Fill me to the brim fill me til I'm whole Water like love spread through out the entire world Our lives a tiny drop in a sea that engulfs us immersed into an ocean of time With every second a new wave unfolds Drifting by what seems like life trying to stay afloat I'm still trying to survive endure with this, cope with little air in my lungs Trying to keep my eyes on the goal Life can change in a second faster than a rainbow appears over the horizon Dawn of hope Liquid sunshine kissing away cloudy skies water like faith streams will flow All this weight I'll let it go Water like hope It will overflow Fill...

there's an  underlying sadness that keeps creeping up like a penny in a tub of water, I'm sinking water's running, spilling over, Trying to breathe, but I'm sinking Smiling but i'm feeling broken far too shattered to be repaired so many pieces scattered everywhere scattered all over the floor like a penny in a tub of water I'm sinking Trying to breathe but I'm sinking My state is fragile Susceptible and breakable there's nothing to which I'm immune my prayers rise like the morning mist on my foggy day but I'm sinking and quickly growing tired And though I know the answers they dont seem to suffice the questions anchor me down answerless "why's" cover tear stains on red, bloodshot eyes Endure, I will... endure I will, just gotta get past tonight turn off the water and pull my head out gasping for air my time is running short At least that's how it feels frequent pain keeps the faucet running...

Beyond the looking glass Worlds start to fade Who I am isn't who I seem to be My past is ever present So visible and susceptible to insecurities Beyond the looking glass  I am face to face with me Beyond the looking glass  we are all the same Saints in battle Trying to hold on to Things too big for us to handle Beyond the looking glass There's a way There's a way Rocky and narrow There's a twisted notion Of what beautiful is Those lies eat away at me Through that looking glass Stands who I am and who I want to be Glancing up I see Two eyes, quite familiar Dead, pain-filled stare Hands open, Through the looking glass he stares